One of the most incomprehensible things to me may, in fact, be immaturity. I've found recently that the immaturity of adults can, at times, be even greater than that of kids my age. Please don't mix up the words immaturity and adolescence, because in this case, they're completely different. I guess you could call this type of immaturity "Situation Immaturity", or how people handle certain situations. Some may go off the handle, and just run their mouth as much as they can to whomever they please.
This is where I insert a disclaimer: I have done this. And I'll do it again before I die. I'm trying to work on it.
I feel like most of us have been guilty of this "situational immaturity", but recently, I've been the one which someone feels the need to talk and lie about. Unfortunately, I cannot bring myself to talk to this person. I refuse to disrespect her, because before I despised her, she inspired me.
The thing that bothers me the most is the fact that I've obviously done something terribly wrong, but I don't know what it is. The person hasn't told me. All I've heard is lies and accusations, all of which have stemmed from places unknown, and all of which are untrue. It's upsetting, to say the least, but there's nothing I can do, except wait for it to pass, and wish it never happened. Life lesson number one: No one said life was fair. Or easy. You will always come across people who you won't see eye to eye with, and however you decide to deal with them outlines, shapes, and becomes the foundation for your character.
Love,
Taylor
Keep your head up Taylor! Things will get better, I promise. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Shelbi!! I love you girl!
ReplyDeleteLove,
Taylor.
Somewhat of the subject, but just kinda wanted t get this out there because I care about you. I've noticed that Taylor is very disrespectful in the way she talks to adults. Yes, they may be friends with you but they are still adults and deserve the highest respect. And your dad, how you say he gets mad at you just for saying something? Odds are you said it disrespectfully. My own advice for you: watch your tone.
ReplyDeleteI agree with the anonymous person, and I'm guessing he or she is an adult themselves. As far as things with my dad goes, he's said the exact same thing, and it gets extremely difficult at times for me to 'watch my tone'.
ReplyDeleteI appreciate the advice, and I'll try my hardest to fix it. Thank you (:
Love,
Taylor